Inspired

Last thursday my Tita called me up to come with them to transfer a patient from Rogaciano Hospital to Jose Reyes. Knowing without a call from a Doctor to refer in Jose Reyes I didn't think twice that they will not accept us. But we can't do anything but to bring the papers they have and try our luck if they will accept us. When we reached the hospital, there are so many patients in the ER lobby. We are inline with 2 other ambulance so it took us a few more minutes to enter Jose Reyes.

Entering the hospital we were brought to ER to my surprised there are so many patients! Take note, with so many contraptions with them. While waiting for the attending physician, they are reviving someone who's been stubbed. There are so many blood on the floor while other AP are busy giving air using ambu bag.

I was very impressed with doctors at Jose reyes. They talked to us on what happened about our patient. Honestly, while they were asking me few things, there's so many things comes on my mind. First thing is "I want to be just like them." Grabe ang isip ko noh?hehe I was so impressed! They were very young pa! Then the sad news came they can't accept us kasi talagang hospital policy naman ang pagtransfer with AP's call to other hospital.

When the doctor is talking to me he ask, "Kaano ano mo ung pasyente? Nurse ka?" Naka civilian naman ako nun pano nya nalaman nurse ako, sabi ko nalang "opo."


"Naintindihan mo ako na we can't admit him because of our policy, and anyway CT scan is normal so you don't need to panic. The most thing we can offer you is to refer him to ENT. We'll give them the diagnostics pagkatapos nun they will decide if you'll be admitted." - AP

After nun marami na pumasok sa isip ko. I was very impressed with them. Dame intern dun. Matatalino na, mga gwapo at magaganda pa. Parang you can't ask for anything more.I dreamed of becoming a doctor I even have thought of going to med school pero hanggang dun lang. Never in reality I make a move to fulfill those thoughts and dream. For now, I just loved my profession even more and very inspired to be more good in my field.

Ambiguity

Life is a bucket of surprises! I guess so. What shocks me a lot is the least I expect.. for real it became. This is my first post here in my new blogspot. I decided to move into another site to have a clearer view and to leave certain feelings behind my post.

Feelings of ambiguity is what defines me now. I want to forget about things that cause me confusion. I want to think about how life begins, how I live it now. Now. Not in the past, how I used to and how I was.